..m e a n i e..

its time..

2006-08-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

time to shut down this blog. im too lazy.

BGTG!

2006-07-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

BAK GU TEH GANG RAWKS!! our meetings are always to pig, shop, gossip or whatever else. i love them! i love this kinda life. SLACK and ENJOY.

never lasting..

2006-07-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

everything will come to an end one day. even the most beautiful thing - love.

exciting ar!

2006-06-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

exciting matches are coming up! i so must watch them ALL. its a time to chiong projs too =(

my love..

2006-06-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

i love my presents. DAMN ALOT. thanks everyone. EVERYONE!

my friends are so important to me. true love indeed.

BAK GU TEH GANG! we rocks k.
- established on 230606

HAPPY BIRTDHAY TO MYSELF!

2006-06-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

thanks everyone who remembered. im really thankful for you all. all my friends.

WORLD CUP!

2006-06-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

im so into world cup now. late night hobby. eh, actually only into good matches. cant wait for quarter finals. cos lesser unknown (to me) + lousier teams would be playing then.

FAVOURITES: BRAZIL (die die), ARGENTINA (they play well), ENGLAND (the only team with most players ive heard of)

birthday in exactly one week's time!

i love my family!

2006-06-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

i love love love love loveeee my family! no matter how naggy, how irritating, how not-understanding they can be at times (;

i appreciate all the love i have in my life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL GIRL!

2006-06-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY GIRL GIRL!! my dearest, my love (;

mummy's next. then mine!

GSS!

2006-05-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

for FYP or for my sister, ive got months to polish up my presentation skills. i suck at that k. sister officially requested for my speech on her big day. its really gonna be big and beautiful. not to be disclosed (;

psycho-ing her to hold it in june. cos then there would be 4 celebrations: birthdays of girl girl, mummy and mine, and her anniversary. perfecto!

GSS IS HERE! IM DOING MY SHOPPING NO MATTER HOW BROKE I AM. DATE ME GIRLS!

its ringing!

2006-05-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

wedding bells are finally ringing! oh yes, i can seriously dress up, get excited with preparations, think of the best present, and write out my speech of blessings. ALL FOR MY BELOVED SISTER! i love ya.

i wasnt even this excited for my brother's a few years back. i feel so bad. but that was in sec 2 when i looked really retarded! haa.

i wanna get married too. jus a few more years (;

my girlfriends..

2006-05-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

i love my girlfriends. their company means the world to me.

fuck!

2006-05-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

wah lau eh. my laptop died again. @#@&$#^@$@

im freaking sad!

end of the world.

2006-05-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

its like the end of the world. so feel like killing myself now. tink ill need few weeks to recover.

can anyone tell mi where's my face now. DAMN IT. those who know dun rub my wounds please.

kudos to brother!

2006-04-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

brother had revived the com! SAVIOUR OF THE DAY.

millions of people's bday nearing. so is mine in exactly 2 months time (;

jinx.

2006-04-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

my laptop abandoned me. now my desktop. fortunately, i still got one more com for survival. HANG ON DUDE.

hell!

2006-04-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

its only into e 2nd month and our supervisor is making hell for us. i cant stand it. i mean WE. everday we face with high danger of getting scolded, insulted, and tortured like its e end of the world. i really cant wait to go back to sch. 4 more days!

due to e endless suffering at work, im sick. so my dearest tracy you must love me more! we will fulfil our great plans (;

GOOD FRIDAY!

2006-04-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

4-days work week. YAY! time to catch up people. i miss you all.

yes, it did.

2006-03-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

oh yes, it did get better. from nothing to do, to alot to do (and i mean alot alot of experiments in one day). from time crawling, to time flying. come home not even for 5 hours and im off to lala land. i miss my beloved SCV.

37 more weeks. myyyyyyyyyy goodness.

it will get better.

2006-03-16T22:37:00.001+08:00

i shall make all of you pity me again. IT'S 10 MONTHS! 10 MONTHS IN THE SAME COMPANY. wth. but thank God i've got this long for my project.

it will get better.

this is shit.

2006-03-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

my attachment sucks k. wad shit project period. i hate it. i hate it when i've to stay throughout e whole working hrs, just like e others, but not getting paid! i hate it even more when i've gotta continue this way for 6+ months! fcuk.

i gotta own a "surviving in the working world" user guide.

YAY!!

2006-02-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

YAY!! 2 down, 2 more to go.

anyway, the past 2 papers were like a big contrast to each other. one is chicken feet (screw those CARELESS mistakes), and the other a killer (i almost wrote my last words on the paper).

crashed..

2006-02-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

the best thing had happened to me.. my bloody lappy crashed! how thoughtful of her to die at this moment, my study break. its a sign men. to mug NOW for exams.

update!

2006-02-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

my lazy hands are typing again. like fiiinnally.

yanwen left us again. we happily spent our vday afternoon together. i love it. wished that we had more time. but sadly, we parted in the evening. WE'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU! =)

treat everyday a vday if you want. what for wait til 14/2 every year? vday is jus another ordinary day, with streets especially filled with couples holding flowers. (ps. im not feeling pessimistic over here!)

tests are over! it kills to mug everyday. help me pass year 2 happily please!

love is difficult

2006-01-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

love is indeed difficult.

eye candy.

2006-01-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

gra: =))))) i also have.

and another (imperfect) one.

memoirs..

2006-01-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

i love Memoirs of a Geisha. because its of real life, true profile, up til now. Gong Li and Zhang Ziyi simply caught my attention men.

cant wait for Da Vinci Code to screen. its freaking 4 months away! guess ill have enough time to read up again. my pea brain had erased off the story already.

precious money will arrive soon in 2 weeks. my angbaos!

gave up..

2006-01-08T00:33:00.000+08:00

I GIVE UP. please refer to here if ure interested in my supposed continuation of e previous post.

starting of e new year and im totally into mahjong. NOOOO! we are so screwed. taking over our parents' job now. haa. but seriously, its addictive.

to TRACY WAN: i will meet you soon. damn soon!

the new year..

2006-01-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2006!! ill be back updating.

sick shit!

2005-12-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

caught SAW 1 and 2 on my com. felt that i cant take e whole bloody show by myself, so fast forward a few scenes here and there. sick ones. EEEEWWW!!

Merry Christmas '05!!

2005-12-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! it aint as exciting this year, but im blessed.

24th: celebrated with my girlfriends. not at orchard anymore! (to save us from e squeezing, foam, childish acts, etc.) had sakae at harbour front instead. exchanged our pressies at starbucks. (YANWEN! PLEASE DONT XIAN QI!) i love mine. thanks to tianyin. THANKS! slacked til 12+ den stayed over at xtie's place. supposedly a "free n unlimited" drinking session but we DINT get ourselves high n drunk. wanted to, but grace complaint of being damn full. @#$%^%@ yanwen's brilliant game got us (xtie, me including yan) drowned with H2O. freaking endless trips to e toilet wasted my sleep. we dint play with alcohol cos we'll probably go bonkers judging by our (incredible sway) luck.

25th: christmas service in e morning, lunch at dover. then travelled everywhere to look for original ipod firewire. (i spoilt his :( dunno how) dinner at my big aunt's place. happy gathering! amazing how this family gets so close. with grandpa in our hearts still. tracy sweetly invited me to MoS cos her sis's fren got a table there. so sad i couldnt go! money factor, energy factor, most imptly mummy factor. so sad, so sad, so sad! im sorry tracyy.. hope u had fun aniwae.

actual day is never as fun as the eve. weird stuff..

hooray!

2005-12-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

yanwen's taking biomed. so smart! we are all in e same fields now =)

went eski bar last fri with girlfriends. it rocks alright. u could easily come out with forfeits. haa. i marvelled too, at the ways we entertain ourselves.

hols with parties everywhere. hols with christmas nearing. hols with yanwen in sg. ill love goin high men. hooray! grass for meals soon.

guess who's back.

2005-12-16T01:08:00.000+08:00

guess who's back? back again. lai yan wen. here again. LOL. lame shit. aniwae, we bloody gorged ourselves with drinks refill at carls jr today. it got really messy. but so fun! i love them. we're gonna get real high this time round k? so much time =)

the writer for "SAW" is seriously sick. he scare e hell outta me with his sick mind. he rocks men. more please.

Happy Birthday Tracy & Hwa!

2005-12-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

9/12: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWA!! u two finally turned 18. took u so long.

yesterday was a darn great. celebrated the 2 babies' bday. i had a hard time planning my time for them since they are both impt! so had dinner wid 2c, then clubbing wid tracy! dinner was at e usual swensens (spore should open more halal restaurants men). SUPER generous hwa treated us to a total of $256. all thanks to the guys who had alot of appetizers, 2 rounds of main course, and ice cream. rushed off to meet tracy at chinablack. im sorry girl! was reali fun with e usuals+ kim+ rachel+ grace! all went well. sweett!

visited grace's stall at e beach vball carnival today. brownie tasted good! cheesy corn alright lar. haa. e beach vball court looks good. we'll book it soon men. time to crack those bones.

one more week to hols! study break to be exact. zzz..
IM GONNA PARTY ANYWAY!

sickening sick.

2005-11-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

sickening sickness since friday. was freezing cold everywhere i go, with bloody fever every other day. OH NO! i jus realised. IT MIGHT BE DENGUE!

update..

2005-11-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

the weather is so niceeee.. so coooooling.. i dun wanna school!

updated (;

HAPPY!

2005-11-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

freaking school days pass by damnnnn slowly. finally when e weekends are here, im sick. got to enjoy myself yesterday aniwae. met up with my favourite 2c despite e jc-ers having their As. real fun, especially when wilfred is back with us! did house-visiting at rauf's before meeting e others supposedly at 7-730, but we reached at 8! pathetic pekky n charles hafta occupy the whole 12-seater table, which is right infront of the entrance. LOL. chilled til 10+ 11 and we headed home. big loving family, for all my life.

DEARIE! thanks for e day. 1211. love it, love you.

continue..

2005-11-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

alrightee. acceding to grace's request, i shall make a LITTLE more effort to describe our wednesday night.

initial plan to zouk failed cos of e SUPER DUPER FREAKING LONG queue. theres really no way we could get our ass-es in. tried our luck at momo but unfortunately. exasperated, we decided to hang out at a pub at clarke quay. other than e pathetic number of ppl n mediocre music, free flow at $15 was kinda worth it. completely wasted at 2am. cooool. further (brief) details please refer to HERE.

happy grace? it looks good to me (;

oh oh. SCHOOL'S EXTREMELY BORING!

Happy Birthday Xtie!

2005-11-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTIE! finally, finally ure 18! freaking good time spent together as 3. +1 (;

to YOU ALL: SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Happy Halloween!

2005-10-31T11:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE! not exactly happy though. cos no partying!

lecturers should jolly well declare holidays for the whole week 1. or we students can do it ourselves (;

what if.

2005-10-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

what if im gone suddenly forever. or down with serious illness right now?
jus thinking..

let me down.

2005-10-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

beaching today wid grace and her sis. sun was amazingly good after a short rain. however, my skin let me down. its not able to produce e tan! why do this to me. sighh..

my life is utterly boring. helppppp.

all my life.

2005-10-17T02:33:00.000+08:00

.AL L MY L IF E.

heavenly fun!

2005-10-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

though its only one day, i had wonderfully great time! thanks ppl for that chalet u all had (;

oh. ive been MIA again. too bad. rotting is my favourite pastime. oh yeah.

kill me bah!

2005-10-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

im rotting my aimless holidays away. kill me bah!

i cant get myself back to fullerton because:
1) im lazy.
2) my arms are weak now.
3) i hate the managers.
4) they'll probably scream at me if i onli work for FEW days.
5) the feeling is dreadful though i can on/off work n the pay is alright.
6) the staff entrance always tempt me to go home.

please lend a helping hand. intro some gd jobs to me. or else, kill me bah!

holidays..

2005-10-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

been MIA in here. i jus got nothing to blog! alright. lazy pig i am.

e boring holidays are here again. no job, no money, no spending, no life. i so wanna travel out of singapore. its been dunno how many donkey years since ive done that. saded =(
settlers is really a good budget place to have fun. sweet!

oh aniwae, these few days: yanwen left for aussie again. noticed a new love begun. father side family gathering (i love them). my baby nephew is born!

i miss you grandpa. ure e best.

thanks and sorrys.

2005-09-27T15:50:00.000+08:00

thanks to those who'd expressed their condolences to me. to the rest whom i noe will care but didnt get e news, thanks too.

sorry to my girlfriends and 2F01. i wished i could join in e fun.

birthdays!

2005-09-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREME YEO & GRACE GOI!! i noe she wun be reading this. cos shes on cruise! waste my effort typing. KIDDING! (;

yesterday was DAMN fun. super fun. freaking fun! clubbing wouldn't be this great without them. ALL 4 of them. alright!

i love them!

2005-09-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

yanwen's back! yanwen's back! super surprise for everyone. we're gonna make full good use of every moment we can to enjoy before she leaves again. like next week?

im back too with blogging!

met up with her, gra n tianyin on fri. i was DAMN depressed. dun ask me why. they were trying every ways to get me out of house so that ill cheer up. (e real purpose is in meeting yanwen actually. i noe that) and of cos i did! we got ourselves high at settlers cafe. so much fun with e games. we gotta go back there alrightee?

xtie's missing?

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL people! met up with yanwen, gra n xtie this time. lanterns again after so many years. i love doing "childish" things with them! haa. chilled at essential brew. our orders came "so fast" that we hafta finished them up in 10 mins all because they were closing. its good aniwae. e whole shop for us to talk loudly. laugh madly. take pictures. but rhen again, not like we don't when there's people. haa. some things never change. we're still e same. im loving it.

i hate stray dogs. they make me sad whenever i see them. jus one today. limping to look for food =(((

update..

2005-09-07T02:26:00.000+08:00

alrightee. as qianhui requested: my grandpa had been discharged quite some time ago. but he hafta get EXTRA attention. aunt had hired a maid. hopefully is not some slacker maid like neo. tink aunt oso trying to get a personal doctor. i dunno. i dunno will all this help. i jus pray that God will watch over grandpa. watch over aunt who's putting in sooo much effort. watch over everyone. watch over us.

to everyone who's in exam mode. especially my faraway yanwen. GOODIE GOOD LUCK!

Happy Birthday Yan Wen!

2005-08-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANWEN!! Nah! ur gift from far far away (;

im down with running nose (maybe its sprinting. okayy lame). saded. i hate this. i hate this!

-none-

2005-08-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

cruel decision derive from experience. its onli right if we learn from it.

ALL projects done! however, next week is filled with practical test n e following would be study break. that means exams in 2 weeks! gonna mug n mug. like nv before. im not gonna flunk this sem. NO WAY!

mummy told mi grandpa suspected to have cancer. hafta go thru few more trials for confirmation. i noe God's with him. still im scared. im scared of losing my love ones.

alrightee. ill mention something good now. will be having 2 class outings (if possible) this hols. im so looking forward to it. fun n more fun! its gonna be a short n busy hols. wun have much time for work. HOWS!

talking abt fun. I MISS 2C! I MISS "OLD" FAIRFIELD! amazing how we love fairfield despite the constant nagging from ms lim, teachers n prefects. ah yes, ms lim appears in church at times. she still talks like a running tap water.

in prayers..

2005-08-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

im free from a hectic week!

my grandpa had been admitted into hospital. blood clotted at his right heel, causes e skin to "lan". surgeon amputated from his knee onwards. its reali sad to see him suffer still at e age of 94. do keep him in prayers people. thanks.

i wanna grow. grow in Your ways.

i need to breathe!

2005-08-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

stressed to e max. projects are getting on my nerves. arghh!

brandy is out! i cant stand her attitude. i alwaes tink michelle look like trans. like e one in "white chick"? but her photo shoots are so gorgeous! everyone loves naima. shes cool. shes stylish. no wonder she...

zoukout on fri. no more such enjoyment until exams over =(

sensation..

2005-08-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

National Day is over! no more holidays until study break. sianz! 4 weeks to exam, 3 more projs, 1 retest.

we concluded on monday that e pastamania at suntec sucks! little serving, little taste, little space. watched the island after an unfilling meal. 2140 show. it ended in time for us to catch e fireworks =))

had tanning session with grace on tuesday. not at sentosa this time. we went over to gra's aunt's condo as their family were having a gathering. e sun was gd men. but dunno y im still not tanned. so many failed attempts!

gra n me are ultimate procrastinators! "this fri club? next wed? okay. this fri." bullshit men. something's hindering us. seriously. what?

Praise the Lord!

2005-08-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

went for e last FOP. got myself high with e jumpy songs. weeee!~ ziyi said Delirious like opening their own concert lydat. lol. concluded that last year's was alot more nicer. but its okayy. God is still e same! =)

tracy jio me go cycling at Ubin on tues. unfortunately im a lousy cyclist. SUPER. so i shall not embarrass myself. rejected.

so many tings. so little time. so busy. so tired. so dead.

once a while..

2005-08-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

FOP today was awesome men. totallyyy! went with lionel, tracy n her fren, cheryl. we were feeling so weak after 3 hrs of standing n singing. no food, no drink until we headed to holland right after in cab. had crystal jade since theres nothin much left for us to choose at 11+. tracy was so nice to treat lionel n me! met up wid e rest (kientat, qingshun, jereme, neo, shawn n another guy which i dunno e name) at tangos. they were crazy drinking while tracy n me were busy having our photo session. neo was so retarded-ly lame but he still got us laughing. haa. once a while a chill out is so much fun!

huihua in a messyland.

2005-07-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

my house is freaking messy now. every little ting my mum n sis oso wanna keep. like we're living in bungalow lydat. even so a house should be neat rite?! its like a dumping ground can. i reali cant stand it. f! i need my own house!

went church n lunch at dover. patiently waited for sheow en to come before we eat. for his bday! 8 of us headed to settlers at holland after that. its a damn good place for gathering n games. played bang!, a draggy game which i wouldnt recommend. den pictionary! it was super duper funny men. damn entertaining. this game will definitely suit my girlfrens. cos we invented a chinese version for it. cheng yu style. haa!

FOP is here again! cant wait.. cant wait.. cant wait!

Fireworks!

2005-07-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

theres fireworks at TAMAN JURONG community club! my estate is so happening men. e other time was Chingay parade. this time for National Day. i love staying here!

girl girl is ONLY 6 yrs old! ive checked her appointment book n got e facts! been telling ppl shes 7/8/9 yrs old. haa. mistake mistake!

stealth is a nice show. e planes are sooo cool.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANX!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLES!! sheow en's bday too. but he wun be reading so im not wishing here (;

SALES!

2005-07-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

shopping! shopping is sooo addictive. i love it! cant wait to do more but im seriously hard on cash now. gonna work next week to recoup my losses. grace n tianyin are rich women today. that makes them happy persons cos they shopped like mad! a pity i hafta leave them to meet jiaen n joel for dinner. but its okay! dinner was gd, and so was dessert. thanx dude!

thank God for all my frens.

pissed off!

2005-07-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

got back 2 papers so far. e rest by next week. got a C for aqua. expected but disappointed. i can do better den that. got a B+ for math. unexpected and disappointed. i could have gotten an A or even an A+ if not for my freaking careless mistakeSSSSSSS. it reali pissed mi off when it happened right at e FIRST question. damn it! how could i freaking go blind at e beginning?! that 3 secs which i wrote e (wrong) question. wth men!

grace, lu, tianyin n me got high over a $10 topshop voucher in a oh-bei-som game today. amazing how we find excitement in little things like this.

im so sick of being broke n having e need to pay my "debts". yes, thats how pathetic i am. a LHH fund-raising event should be held soon.

torn..

2005-07-24T02:28:00.000+08:00

torn.

damn it!

2005-07-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

screwed up today's paper. freaking pissed n sad. past 2 day's papers were alright. wun pin so much hope on IMM. a pass is good enough. here i am blogging while me n grace deciding whether to zoukout or not. THOUGH theres paper on fri. haa. relac men. AMB study or not oso nvm. i wun understand aniwae. cos of e dumbass lecturer! he suck like shit lar. piang. gonna go crazy after 330 on fri. woohoo!

disappointment..

2005-07-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

sports day. past vs present. so disappointed in myself. im freaking weak now lar. no stamina. no speed. no skills. no more me! huihua is a sick woman now who do sports like a noob. i need some training! =(

common test in a week's time. no knowledge. no understanding. no determination. no hope.

huihua's workout!

2005-07-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

kindly refer to grace's blog if u would like to find out what i've been up to lately. pardon me for my extreme laziness =)

too lazy..

2005-07-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

give me some time to settle down my heavy schedule before i blog again. there are a million things to talk about!

birthday's over!

2005-06-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

my birthday's over! boohoo..

mummy cooked mian xian for me on 25th morning. ate slowly, dilly dally preparing n i realised how late we (ziyi me) were. took a cab down to PS for 120 show. INITIAL D ROCKS MEN! okayy. its NOT EXTREMELY worth proclaiming. but i like it. i like jay chou, edison chen, shawn yue! walked around in town after that. GSS is crazy! i so wish i have e money for EXTREME retail therapy. had a nice dinner at oaks. EXTREMELY full meal which worth the money. its not very expensive aniwae. went airport next to fetch yanwen! it feels so good seeing her again! e same old yanwen we have. tianyin, xtie n bf were there too. grace missing! shes an ass who pang seh me on my bday n went jakarta! @#$%^$@# i forgive u on account on my big big present =)
had some chit-chat session n snacks before goin home. i had an EXTREMELY great time spent with them!

thanks to those who sent me their wishes. ure greatly appreciately! thank God for His love for me. that i could come into this world n have frens around me. thank God for my family. for him. for everything.

Happy Birthday Meanie!

2005-06-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEANIE!! im 18! im "legal"! im happy!

2f01+ some 1F04 had a mini celebration for me. thanx so much for jo n heather for goin all e way to holland (in e rain) to buy my favourite ice-cream cake! awww.. n maggie, dan dan, tianyin for trying their best to keep it from me. though it aint successful, i still love it! thanx a million times to everyone!

went for dinner at sizzler wid sis, bf n ziyi! yes. mr koh ziyi. he n his botak head. haa. supposed to have chocolate buffet at fullerton hotel. but decided to have it next time cos something cropped up =( aniwae! e dinner n my sis were real great!

supposed to meet up wid 2c after my dinner. for midnight kbox n stayover at ben's place. but plan screwed up. hais.. kinda sad. grace not in sg. yanwen too. xtie i dunno. hais!

aniwae. to someone whom we miss so dearly. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BLENHEIM!!

i had fun!

2005-06-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

I HAD FUN! met up wid my favourite 2c for gareth's belated bday celebration. wanted to have dinner at seoul garden but i was poor. so i psycho-ed them to pizza hut instead. regretted! cos im freaking not full (anyone of them would yell at me after reading this). grace extracted her teeth for braces so couldnt come n xtie gotta work. so there were onli e usual guys+ me+ shidah(finally!) had a good time laughing at stupid lame jokes. photos of me all the way til we left home. happy day! gonna meet up again in 5 days time. woohoo!

mummy had her op on fri. it went on smoothly n she's now lying in hospital waiting for recovery. shes gonna be alrightee!

mission completed!

2005-06-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

jo had her best birthday ever! all thanx to our incredible n not-foolproof plan. its jus that... haa! oh. n its my first time surprising ppl successfully. jo was totally stunned n touched. reali wanna thank everyone for making it possible. yay! had cake, wishing, photos, laughters, swensens. it was heavenly great men =))

tmr off day! sleep late day! slacking day! woo hoo!

Happy Birthday Jo!

2005-06-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

and again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!! all e '87 babies turned 18. my turn my turn!

Happy Birthday Gareth!

2005-06-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARETH!! my 8 yrs of schoolmate n good pal. thx dude. hope u'll enjoy your joyous 18!

so many june babies. including me! (;

there goes..

2005-06-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

there goes him.. to e army! hopefully he'll be fine training under his hated sergeant. poor ting =( 2 weeks to me seeing him, 2 weeks to my bday!

was benlow's bday yest n elizabeth's today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOTH!! had a simple dinner at fish n co yest with her, jiaen, reuben and ziyi. a pity e birthday boy n jereme couldnt make it. benlow did drop by awhile though. reali nice meal n catching up. last day to see ziyi with hair as well. haa. caught mr n mrs smith with him before that. funny show. i like it! still waiting patiently for my handsome show initial D! (;

school's damn boring. i cant stand eating at SIM everyday!

i dunno..

2005-06-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

i dunno how to face you. seeing almost a stranger.
i dunno how to hold you. feeling what aint love.
i dunno how to hate you. knowing i still love you.

i love christie!

2005-06-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

im so so happy today! not because theres aniting interesting abt lessons. oh yes! there is. but hold. its because i saw christie sim! that feeling rocks men. cant wait to call her bitch n yell at her for MIA-ing. haa. LSCT are isolated at one area now. so we'll have more chance bickering! =))

e interesting ting is we killed mice during immunology prac! oh man. its sick. not at all interesting. okay. im jus lazy to go on in details. bleah!

Happy Birthday Mummy!

2005-06-07T12:00:00.000+08:00

its 2 days after girl girl's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
sis n me bought a diamond pendant for her. i hung it on darling's collar to surprise my mum. she's so cute! i mean girl girl. haa.

havent been blogging. school's boring. im lazy. so sorry.

we aint e same. im so afraid. how would we be, when e 10th comes.

Happy Birthday Girl Girl!

2005-06-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL GIRL!!

sweet-bitter..

2005-06-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

ive not cried for u in a long time, even though theres something to cry for. y is ours sweet-bitter when bitter-sweet sound much better.

brief talk..

2005-05-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. now i can one time blog about e past few days. 1st week of school!

mon: public holiday! happily enjoyed last day of hols.

tues: reluctantly dragged myself out of bed for school at 8am! intro talks for every lesson. good! my earliest dismissal for this sem, 3pm (odd weeks)/12pm (even weeks)

wed: started at 8 again. was late. intro talk for first lesson, aquaculture prac. cant believe i normally wun even help my dad clean e fish tank at home yet now i gotta do it in school for 10 weeks! no choice, its my project. had maths lesson next. e cher sucks men. her ground rules: no ponning (she will ensure that), no lateness, no sleeping, no eating, no handphones, no talking. damn it! wad kinda poly life is this?!

thurs: off day for 2.1 biotech/biomedical students! no IS modules for us. muahahaha. aniwae, so i booked to work that day but i pon! oh yes, lame. manager ringed mi up when its onli 10mins past 9. he started nagging n scolding (me n NP), cos i told him i had school last min. lol! guessed he was swearing like mad n wanted so much to point his middle finger at me (;

fri: again at 8. but ended at 1. had lectures n makeup tutorial. okay. so school onli started today! haa. headed home for a good sleep with girl girl. finally i can stay up for shows!

1F04!

2005-05-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

its AMC 26th anniversary! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

finally 1F04 had a class gathering! not everyone came though, missing of 5 ppl =( aniwae, it was good seeing them after e whole damn holidays. took lotsa photos here n there. im e camera woman! dint eat alot cos its bbq. expected not to be full. its e fun that we pay. most of them left at around 8+ 9. damn earli lar. so left e 2 couples, tianyin, eleanor n me. we did nothing but eat n talk n pictures. e usual stuff isnt it? didnt haf to stress cleaning up cos e girls did their part earlier before leaving. so nice of them! sat around til 11 den sayonara..

its 1 day+ before school starts. soooo irritating.

disgusted!

2005-05-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

oh man. had a great time yesterday with gra, jon n ziyi. had a beaching session at like 2+3 though we were all supposed to meet at 11. however, e sun was unexpectedly good. tanning wasnt for me yest cos i jus finished peeling. but it was brilliant for grace. photo session was wonderful. we had almost 100 pictures in that short 3 hrs (we left at 6). during this happy hours. i was TOTALLY DISGUSTED at a point of time. wanna noe more? dun hestitate to proceed to grace's blog. she has everything typed down about yesterday. for now, im jus gonna elaborate a little more on my situation.

that bloody asshole is freaking screwed up. i tried pushing his hands away but he still so thick skin. tmd. so i shouted loudly at him "EXCUSE ME!" and i walked away frowning. started scolding ziyi for not standing up for wad he SAW right infront of him. i seriously wondered what was wrong with e 2 bfs. acting nonchalant of this damn incident. but a slightly better ting to mention is ziyi claimed that he dint snap e pic. hopefully?! im f-ing pissed off men. was cursing like hell after that happened. dint ever wanna be racist. but NO! NO WAY i wun be, unless they are my frens. @#$%^&^%$#@#^$%!

i hate u..

2005-05-17T16:39:00.000+08:00

dint go work today n wun be on thurs cos my colleague wanna work n she nids e money more den i do. yeah. so ill let her take my place. afterall, yesterday i worked 16 hrs alreadi. this is 2 days of pay! damn tiring men. but it wasnt very tough. jus gotta stand for that long. so stayed home today since nobody ask mi out. my life is boringg =(

i hate u. who alwaes tink nothing's wrong. who alwaes dunno aniting when its obviously shown. who dun give a damn of how i feel. who wun even care wad i do. wad am i to u. i dunno. perhaps jus that someone who merely stepped into ur life.

the gathering..

2005-05-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

went church, lunch at dover as usual. den went queensway wid jiaen, ben low, george and ziyi. boringg ar. left at 3+ and i headed down to town to meet xtie n grace. yay. so happy! finally met up wid them. n we all 3 wore e same dress code la! super pai seh. we stayed in a shop for some time den e person started saying today's "in" colour is green. lol. damn qiao sia. okay. so we walked around, bought things n had dinner at taka food court. bum around a little more while n headed home. a greatt day taking pictures!

school's starting so soon. in a week's time? gonna work for 3 days, beach n maybe club b4 e stress comes up again.

madness at work..

2005-05-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

tired tired. worked 14 hrs yesterday n 99.9999999% of e time i was standing. everybody were supposed to stay for e nite function, which i dun tink its a big deal even though mr president was present. but it was nice to see those rich asses auctioning n to hear dick lee's singing. my legs were close to breaking when i was leaving. oh yah! bloody wanker (my manager) come kpo again during e afternoon lunch function. tmd. he kp n kp for no big reason. wth men. hes damn pian tai.

school's starting so soon. ive not had enough fun yet. sighh..

fuck!

2005-05-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

pardon my language for this entry men. i jus cant stand today at work. pissed off! yes, i noe im late for work everytime. so that damn screwed up (not-deserve-to-be) manager warned me to be on time tmr. not a min late otherwise he'll send mi home. big deal u ass! i still gotta work under him today for 3 hrs. got shouted at million of times n i almost got slapped by him. wth rite?! f-ing asshole. but hooray! i n those who worked under him can go home when our job is done. thats heavenly good men. though i onli work for a freaking 3hrs+, at least i dun hafta see that shit face animore! he caused me to broke my record of spilling drinks after so long. not on guests fortunately but on him! muahahaha. or bi quek. hell pissed i felt. i guess u all can see it.

im peeling! so sad. ill look like a monster in pain for e next few days =(

embarrassment..

2005-05-11T02:53:00.000+08:00

i wonder how many times of e same question ppl asked me today, "wah! y ur face so red?!" obviously its not that i put too much blusher or i kana beaten up. was in huge embarrassment wherever i go cos ppl keep staring at my face. n noe wad? i wore a red top n carried a red bag today -_-" how smart rite. i probably looked like a clown to them. aniwae, work was quite slack. though i practically stood n walked around for a whole 7 hrs. tired! oh yeah. i finally crawled out of my bed (reluctantly) n went for work. hopefully this can go on for e next few days.

caught house of wax at marina with ziyi after work. not a bad show. will make u go "yucks/ouch" when u watch it. sis n i watched e same show at e same time but at different venue. was supposed to do so together but i was too lazy. haa. oh yah! forgot to mention that coach carter is nicee. reali nicee. cant wait for initial D to screen. so many handsome!

burnt!

2005-05-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

went down to NP today to play vball wid FRESHIES. omg. saw that word? that means i didnt play in peace n gotta teach them. if not for xtie, i wouldnt have went under e hot damn sun for little/no excitment vball session. yes, its a hot damn sun today. scorching hot. left me wid a burnt face n an uneven socks n fbt tan. sad. hafta make a trip to sentosa again for a good tanning n vball session wid whoever. miss it =) aniwae, i feel good playing again ever since so freaking long. like 6 mths ago? needa get my lazy ass moving. made 2 frens today, mark n yixian. xtie! ure damn right. e onli enjoyable time today was playing wid u 3.

working tmr. as well as wed, thurs n fri. surprised?! haa. hope am reali goin all these days.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIAN YIN!!

Happy Mother's Day!

2005-05-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. its mummy's day today. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!! n HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE DA SAO!!

had late dinner at tung lok restaurant. food is nice, serving damn little. but expected lar. i eat chinese few course meal is alwaes confirm not full one. haa. bought a handbag for my da sao n a necklace for mummy =)

met up wid tracy n qianhui on friday to some shopping. dey got alot of things but not me =( den tracy was drooling over fiona xie when we saw her. lol. left her around 630 to meet jiaen n ziyi at holland to celebrate jiaen's bday! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIAEN!! ate at thai express n played pool after that. hope that dude did enjoy himself.

pon work yesteday cos i was feeling so bored n excited to watch korean series on vcd! im addicted to "memories of bali" ever since i watched it. every night will watch til morning. lol. n im so in love with e korean star Cho In-sung! aww..

Happy Birthday Meicheng!

2005-05-03T04:01:00.000+08:00

finally met up wid grace on sat to do a little shopping. y little? becos she was super late for an hr! poor me spent this period of time at zara trying wadeva clothes i can try. haa. we were kinda aimless after dinner at pastamania. walked towards PS n realise shops would close in 10 mins time. so we walked back to cine n had a drink. STILL, i was glad to see u grace! despite doin nothing (;

today had a dinner wid meicheng n grace at holland. jus a mini celebration for meicheng's bday n to do some catching up as well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEICHENG!!

girl girl had been working out alot. she accompanied my sis to sentosa yest n marina south today. this darling's so happy. love her!

zzz..

2005-04-30T02:48:00.000+08:00

theres nothing interesting in my life to blog abt. e routine goes on everyday. slept til 3pm, skipped lunch, tv, find ppl for dinner. sianz rite! half of my day is gone afterall waking up this late.

next week ONLY working on sat lar. no nite functions for e other days. zzz. i this hols reali slack like hell. no work, no money oso. sighh.. im itching to shop.

watched divergence on wed wid family. tix are free! but its a lousy show. perhaps onli to me cos i expected it to be as good as new police story. (hey! new police story was super nice k.) oh well. scriptwritters do lose their inspiration at times.

im freaking hell separated from EVERYONE (except 2 or 3) next sem! gotta adapt to a new class, make new classmates, have new break kakis =(

bored..

2005-04-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

IM SO FREAKING BORED DURING THIS DAMN HOLIDAYS!

im still sick to go work. went on friday when i felt slightly better n i ended up getting high fever again. dunno when ill be working this week but i noe for sure not tmr. firstly, i dun wanna risk my life. secondly, im fetching sis from e airport. together wid mummy, daddy and girl girl! aniwae, i so hope my manager wun kill mi for MIA again. its e dunno how mani millionth time alreadi. haa. but this time im seriously unwell k. ive got reasonable reason!

hais. im drifting from everybody. no doubt its everybody. jus let me stay close to God please..

viral attack!

2005-04-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

viral attack! down wid very high fever yesterday nite. 39.4 degrees! scared dao si. couldnt sleep well e whole nite. sweating n feeling cold at e same time. hafta chiong see doc earli in e morning. e medicine rocks men. fever subsided but still a little drowsy. mus be aftermath of work on tues. missed work today. $48! dunno if ill miss e $42 tmr as well not. hate being sick, weakling!

btw, got back results. wasnt up to my expectations but thank God i dun hafta retake ani or even got ani Ds. now i shall wait upon e new term to start.

shagged!

2005-04-20T02:34:00.000+08:00

shagged! currently suffering from muscle aching from heavy chores like carrying a whole big oval tray of 10 plates, 10 bowls, folk n spoon. n oso 1 hr of cocktail serving. damn. arms weak, knees are heavy. drained out on my first day of work after so long. fortunately im paired up wid my "closest" buddy over dere otherwise my table of guests would complain me of slow service. yes, im super slow today. but im happy! cos i dint pon. aint u guys proud of me?! (;

mummy's having minor op tomorrow. hope she would be fine after that.

its been very long since i met up wid xtie n grace together. so sad. wei! u 2 girls reading dis better make some time off to spend quality time wid lonely me k! miss u all so much. n u yanwen! u must be too busy to update us. study hard. muacks! forget-us-not

sunday!

2005-04-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

its a (normal) sunday! went church, lunch at dover, pool wid jiaen n ziyi. today off-form. cant seem to aim AT ALL. mus be tinking of girl girl cos she vomitted today. stupid sis say she dying soon. ji dan. i den dun wanna listen to her. girl will have alot more yrs to live! =( uncontrollable, i burst out in tears. so pai seh. haa. aniwae, went town after pool cos nothing to do. bought a top i wanted to buy all along n it has a SMALL defect! no choice ive gotta take it cos every other outlets sold out. had dinner at pastamania n went home. was damn happy upon seeing girl girl!

watch creep at marina yesterday wid ziyi, gra n jon. it was a no plot, no story, one scene show. slightly gruesome n creepy. definitely not worth watching. tmd. wasted 8.50 on it. but dinner was good. had claypot rice at e newly opened food court. yum yum!

im OFFICIALLY starting work on tues. thurs n fri as well. i wun pon this time! for money sake (;

beaching..

2005-04-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

was too tired to blog yesterday after a day out. but before i talked on it. let mi start on today.

15/4: supposed to work today. but like tues, i was DAMN sianz. seriously no mood n too lethargic to do aniting. so i couldnt make up my mind whether to work or not. took 98 to jurong east n i missed e 97! told myself that if 97 doesnt come by 420. ill pon den. n it came at 1618! knowing that ill still be late. i took e bus n will see how til it reach harbour front. e whole journey i was making a decision. IN E END, i dint go! haa. wasted trip made. but i felt damn bad upon pang seh-ing my colleagues. twice liao lehs. tink they hate mi by now =(

okay. now on e previous outing - beaching!

14/4: grace went on monday n had a gd tan. so tink she wun wanna spend money on sentosa in e same week. so qiao, tracy n qian asked mi. n so i headed wid them! haa. beaching wid 2 "strangers" is weird har. k lar. jus that we aint that close. reali not! was super late but wasnt e latest in meeting them. tracy was complaining non-stop cos she waited long. lol. took pics after pics since we met up. especially while waiting for e sun to come out. it was a good tan men. from 1+ to 4+. burning not my body but face! watched monkey show before 2nd round, after snacking at delifrance (no choice. super hungry, faraway 7-11) e monkeys soooo cute! haa. e sun wasnt scorching hot liao. so we bathed n head down to town. had dinner at picnic food court. ms naggy wan keep pressuring mi to eat veg n fruits -_-" buay tahan her. qian n mi went home empty handed while tracy wid wad she dint planned to buy. haa. she jus needed to spend her money. great day wid them. unexpected..

MR KOH ZIYI IS BACK! MUAHAHAHA..

yawns..

2005-04-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

typical boring day. went church, lunch at dover n pool wid jiaen after that. played a whole 2 hrs. quite shiok. playing wid him made me realised im gooood. haa. den came home tv n nap. zzz. wad kinda lifestyle is this. argh! im complaining everyday, hoping someone would save me someday.

yay! yanwen would be back in late june or earli july. it would be great if shes able to make it in time for my precious 18th birthday! oh well. whenever it is, im so excited for her return!

i reali reali feel like having a driving license right now. so that i can happily drive myself around for food in e middle of e night. but its gonna cost a bomb for e lessons. probably enough to satisfy my shopping desires (;

results coming out in 10 days time. how would things turn out?

crap cramp!

2005-04-09T02:20:00.000+08:00

crap cramp! i so feel like cutting off my fallopian tubes (chim har. haa!) today whole day in pain until evening time. heng ar. otherwise i wun get to enjoy my dinner. had famous beef hor fun n you tiao at geylang. so yummy. my sister n bf paid somemore. whahaha. after that drove around e red light district. hookers from china, philippines. everywhere ar. all not pretty one. seriously! but kinda feel sad for them. life's lydat. nothing's fair.

ziyi left for china liaoz =( ill be so lonely til next sat. sighh.. anyone kind enough to ask me out? im so damn free that im stoning everyday. dint manage to book my schedule next week at fullerton cos manager dint pick up my call. heng my colleague able to help me. hopefully! i would rather work my ass off for money den slack my butt off rotting.

girl girl's appetite have been HUGE nowadays. at this rate, we'll soon go bankrupt. haa.

bored dao si..

2005-04-07T02:26:00.000+08:00

agree wid gra men. this holidays suck like hell. for e first time i detest holidays. okay, i shud say i detest having ABSOLUTELY nothing to do during hols. tink im gonna love work since it'll fill my day up. but right now, im seriously bored dao si ar!

wasted my trip to sentosa yesterday. waited for e sun to come out til i fall asleep. haa. nah la, i jus wanted to rest. e whole day was cloudy n it started to rain. saw 1F01 over dere. sianz. wanna haf some gatherings too. miss e fun!

yanwen! sorry we haven called u yet. u mus blog k. i made it for u one hors! =)

dumbass weather..

2005-04-05T02:32:00.000+08:00

dumbass weather. couldnt head to sentosa today cos it rained. so disappointing. hafta shelve it til e sunny weather is up again. we went ahead wid steamboat aniwae. was craving for it so couldnt wait til another day.

mummy daddy went genting. poor girl girl still waiting patiently for them to come home. its been real long since i went overseas. should haf went wid my family to china e other time. den at least i wun feel so deprived now. sighh..

everyone's missing blen. i so wish that this misery would go away. let him leave in memories..

holiday sickness.

2005-04-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

damn. its e holidays but i feel so bored! life's kinda empty w/o books. haa! i mus be crazy.

typical sunday. went church. dover lunch. town. goin to town is so aimless when u can onli see but cant buy. moreover u noe its gonna take some time before u haf that money to buy. tink ive gotta go back fullerton n train my arms. arghh.. work sucks!

beaching tmr wid ziyi. yearning for a good tan of my expectations. den we'll haf marina south steamboat for dinner! cant wait for it men. love pampering myself wid food. jus had sakae yesterday wid sister n bf. this friday gonna go for yummy food at geylang n maybe haagen daz dessert wid them again. so hope that when they go taiwan, ziyi can use e car. den everywhere's possible! (;

I MISS U LAI YAN WEN!!